|City on a Hill - Writings for Refuge

Biblical humility isn't found in placing myself in the right position before people.  Biblical humility is in relation to God Himself, who made all people.  If I find the right place before God, I will naturally find the right place before people.  The conflict that arises in living like this is fear that people won't know I'm humble, kind, and good.  People don't need to know I am anything.  God knows if I am abiding in Him or not.  Wanting others to know my good intentions is a telltale I'm competing with God, not humbling myself before Him. In God's kingdom, the greatest serve the most.  But, I need to see this from God's perspective: Mark 10:35-45 NKJV — Then James and John, the sons of Zebedee, came to Him, saying, “Teacher, we want You to do for us whatever we ask.” And He said to them, “What do you want Me to do for you?” They said to Him, “Grant us that we may sit, one on Your right hand and the other on Your left, in Your glory.” But Jesus sa...

In the Bible, loyalty to God is defined as a willingness to let go of strength, opportunity, ability, and will BECAUSE of a trust in God. Jesus could have done anything, but He only did what the Father told Him to.  The fact that He didn't use all of His strength, ability, opportunity, and that He laid down His own will, was a demonstration of loyalty to God. Loyalty to God is also the door that God's strength enters my life.  It's not a choice for less, it's a choice for more.   It takes confidence in who God is, what the Bible calls faith, to be loyal to Him. *Politics/human power *Money *Identity *Perceived success *Lust *Fear ^These, and many more, called "worldliness" or "mammon" are off-ramps to true power. When the church divides herself between God and these she is lukewarm, AND disloyal. 1 John 2:15-17 NKJV — Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in ...